i may cry. matt didnt call me back. so i went online and low and behold he had gotten home. he would actually rather got skating with phil than see me tomorow. wow..best boyfriend ever. i made a fuss. hes seeing me tomorow. why do i bother? he doesnt care. the tears keep threatening. im worried one my sisters will walk in. kittie (raven) is turned up loud. i hope they dont hear me.

Pucker / Up