Ok I lied. The gig was actually pretty good. Hindsight was ok I guess..although Goat cant really sing! His version of californication (RHCP) was amazing though. Jake (bright), the bassist was amazing on stange..damn his fitness. The next band was called something weird like 'mutated jericos' i duno, any way So Hoontrakul (Sons bro) was playin drums HES AMAZING..seriously, no joke. Sum random fit guys (the general pete kettle etc..) were playin bass and guitar and Chris from upper 6th was singing. Hes this black dude and was wearing a rasta hat and top thingy. Kinda funny. Then it was Willy Wonker and the Popadoms. They were amazing pretty much. They played 'Johnny be good' and 'teenage kicks' which ruled. Me, jem and chloe were jumping and screaming. Jem shouted 'I LOVE YOU' oh the hilarity. Then it was the teachers band which was funy. Minns stood there taking it so seriously but he was good. Mr ralph sang and HE WAS SO GOOD! seriously..v. gd. He sang 'another brick in the wall' by pink floyd. That was amazing..we all sang. The random physics tech guy played guitar also and mr stuart played bass. This random guy (who roz aparently knows) played drums. It was really great.

Hmm what else happened..jem and shells fight!! JESUS CHRIST. seriously. we havnt had a proper bitch fight at school for absolutly ages. We HAD ONE! Shell and Becca ran into the changing rooms sayin that Jem was bitching about them behind their backs (which..err is true we think). Anyway Jem spazzed out and was shouting and pushed Shell. So shell slapped JEM! actually quite funny now i think about it. Shell and Jem hate each other i think. Personally i dont care what they do..its their lives. They are both great girls.

Me and matt eh? Been putting this off for about 10 mins now..writing this. Well we talked for a bit about how he ignores me. He was all like 'but my grandads dying and i hate school' which i guess is fair enough but to be truth, HE HASNT EVEN CALLED ONCE. So he says hes been thinking right? And that he misses being single. He told ben 'its just a phase though' and that he would regret dumping me. Im not so sure..i really dont think hes up for this. And recently ive been getting so pissed at him..hes got all the reason to not want this. I still love him, well i think i do. If i ever did before.

Cat was telling me about this song writing thing she went to yesterday in Chumleigh. Jim was playing..hes really fit. Lives near me which is cool but we dont really know each other..just of each other. Went to this party together at new year (ok..it was at his house) but yno. Man, that would be the greatest relationship ever. Hes so amazingly amazing. Im such a loser..how can i talk like that? But seriously..cats got a pic of him on her fone..hes niiiice..in a word. Stop dreaming about him....its not gonna happen is it? Emx (jebus, i wrote Alot today)

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