I went to town yesterdy with kay robs. we talked about jem, ben and heather, alia, matt, jake slee and well alot more. it was good. we met up with shell and becca for a bit at the end. i took shell and becca back to south molton in our car. we talked. we bitched. i felt so totally bad afterwards but actually weirdly good about it. we bitched about jem. about how she anoys us. about her bitchingness (word?). im no better than her. only i know who likes me and who hates my guts.

one of my pet hates is swearing to be cool. thats what ben does.

BEN: because i wasnt giving you the fucking silent treatment

BEN: i was playing a fucking game

EMILY: well i didnt realise that what you were fucking doing. if i had fucking realised you had been fucking doing that i wouldnt have fucking said that u were fucking giving me the fucking silent treatment. (see, you look stupid when u cant stop swearing, do u think it makes u look big or something.)

I felt that proved my point. Ben always does that. really. its so anoying. its not like i dont swear, i just dont swear 'for fun' as it were. I better go..im boring myself.

Emily - she fucking amazing, she fucking is. fucking..

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